| Im literally sitting in san diego. Im Stagnant, I cant see myself going anywhere for quite a long time. and I HATE IT i gotta get up and go, somewhere else, on to something new. and i have to have a plan to do that. what are my option, Stay here for 2-3 years. save up some money and then finally move out with my friends and fininsh college. and then get a job and start my life and Career here. But I DONT WANT THAT. so i am not going to do that, Second Option, I could Finish My schooling at mesa and then Transfer to Arizona State and then start a life out there. Thats another option, there are thousands. im conseidering them all, the army came up and it sounds like it might be a good possibilty, its a plan, i can sign up for a 2 year hitch and literally have the government pay for the rest of my school and Take a Pretty Sweet Bonus, they tell me exactly what i am doing, when i am doing it, where im doing it, and i get to sign an contract for me saying that they cannot automatically remove me from my post and ship me off without my consent. so i se 2 things, accomplishing the same goal, in the same time period. Not only wil i serve my Country, i will get the chance to meet some people that i can seriously depend on, because God only knows how hard those are to find. and i hope that the ones i have currently will support whtever descision i make, which will be well-informed, i have acsess to all of my information in the army Database before i commit to anything. i will know xactly if and how i can formulate a life with that choice, because right now i see myself, and i See my Parents, and i Have absolutely No Clue how i am going to ge there. and that scares me. i guess i have never known what life wanted out of me, and i still dont, but i am now aware of it, and its starting to scare me, i know myself, i need a plan or ill end up being a bum on the street corner slangin Squeak(or whatever the new drug is in 2030).lol. well whatever, im done ranting. comment please, let me know what you think if anyone ever reads it. Join up??? No? Why?
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